Sunday, July 27, 2008
So it looks like I'll be moving..again. This time back to where I moved from in the first place. You get kind of jaded to the concept of moving when you've moved as much as I have, but, this time it's different. This time I'm excited about starting a new life in a familiar place and seeing old friends again. How can you call any one place home when you've lived in a dozen different places? Well somehow I found one place in the midst of all that and now I'm going back there, going back home.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
It's always best to know what your intentions are, or what the intentions are of another. I have always known what mine are and have always been quite good at knowing anyone else's. It's made me very good at being clear and concise with my conversations and decisions. Suddenly, for some reason or another, I am unclear as to what my intentions are. This..uncertainty..has had disastrous implications. I just wish I was clear on all intentions..so I would know how to feel. As things are right now, I feel ashamed, but if things were just a little different..maybe I can feel good about it. It's hard not knowing exactly how you should feel, hard enough that sometimes I choose not to think of it. I just wish the intentions were clear again...